From an age that was often too young to be anywhere, I found myself in closed-off rooms. They ranged from green rooms at concert halls to back rooms at parties. By the time I was 21, I had known my purpose in those spaces, how and why I was invited into them, and what was expected of me. I was a seasoned party girl who flitted in and out of metropolitan cities with seemingly few resources. People had seen me around. To watch her behavior, her tone, her drink. The prevailing image of the Party Girl has historically been white—of course, non-white Party Girls have existed, but how much space do we lend them in its canon?
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This article is more than 2 years old. At Middlebury College, I lived a double life. On the apparent, I was successful. I was surrounded by diverse, intellectual friends. I led a popular student website and was active in the arts and exercise. I loved learning and made Phi Beta Kappa my junior year. Although my internal life was characterized as a result of paralyzing anxiety and depression. I judged myself harshly, to the point of disgust. I drove myself to disproportionate exercising and near-anorexia.